By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he didn't know where he was going. (Hebrews 11:8)
This is a very personal verse for me this week. The job situation with hubby has come to a point where we've been figuratively on our faces before God asking for clear direction as to where He wants us to go. Examining our own hearts, trying to empty ourselves of our own agendas so we can be completely submissive to his direction. Wherever, Lord . . . just point us the way. Shut every other door tightly.
When you read the Abraham story, it seems that God essentially told Abraham to start walking and He would tell him when to stop. Wow. Oh, to have faith like that! Excuse me a moment while I get a mental and emotional picture of what that means and try to apply it to my heart today. Just start walking, hon . . .
The rest of this Abraham section (the first of three about Abraham in Hebrews 11) has been speaking to me for a few weeks now: By faith, he made his home in the promised land like a stranger in a foreign country. He lived in tents, as did Isaac and Jacob, who were heirs with him of the same promise . . .
They lived in tents -- no permanent dwelling. Ready to get up and move at a moment's notice. Yes, he made his home there, but as a stranger in a foreign land. We've been preparing our hearts for a move from Sioux City for over ten months now. I can relate to this feeling. Our home is here, for now, but it's not a permanent dwelling. We are attached and yet unattached. It's kind of an odd feeling.
But it's how Abraham, Isaac and Jacob all lived. And why? For he was looking forward to the city with foundations, whose architect and builder is God. The city with foundations -- that would be heaven. The writer of Hebrews expounds on this more a few verses later, making some general comments about all of the faith heroes he's describing:
. . . and they admitted they were foreigners and strangers on earth. People who say such things show that they are looking for a country of their own. If they were talking about the country they had left, they would have had opportunity to return. Instead, they were longing for a better country -- a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared a city for them.
My past several months of "living in tents" as a "stranger and foreigner" in my own land of Sioux City has given me insight to how believers should be living all the time here on earth. This is a temporary dwelling. A place we should enjoy and bless while we're here, but always with an eye toward the "city with foundations" that God is preparing for us. The better country.
Those times in my life when I feel a persistent dissatisfaction, a gaping hole, a never-ending longing for I don't know exactly what . . . I try to remember that this feeling shouldn't surprise me. I'm a stranger in this country. This is not my real home. My citizenship is elsewhere.
And thank God, there will be no political campaigns in the heavenly city with foundations. Hallelujah.
Friday, September 28, 2012
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Tired. Again.
I haven't talked about my sleep problems for a while. I haven't needed to. For you relatively new readers who didn't know I have sleep problems and want the back story, you can get the full story here; start at the bottom. It's a long saga.
So, January 1st this year, I went cold turkey off my sleep meds and haven't turned back. After a month or so of fumbling a bit, I seemed to fall into a routine that worked. I was going to sleep relatively quickly, sleeping pretty solidly it seemed, for a few hours, waking up around 3 or 4 for a little bit, falling back asleep again and up at 6 or 6:30. Usually a good 6 hours of sleep at least, with little waking that I was aware of during the night. And functioning quite well during the day. I praised God every morning. It was wonderful! I was thrilled.
Until about a month ago, when it started getting harder to drift off to sleep. And then I was waking up more during the night. And yawning more during the day -- big, gaping, break-your-face yawns. The last straw was when school started and I found myself nearly falling to sleep doing reading with the youngest on the couch.
I'm back where I started.
I could almost cry, but I just don't have the energy. My last four years have all seemingly revolved around figuring out what the heck is wrong with me and my sleep cycle, and I have apparently made no progress of any kind, other than, perhaps, to eliminate possible answers -- that would be, every possible answer any doctor came up with.
I don't know what to do. It seems absolutely pointless to go back to the doctor -- any doctor. No doctor can fix me. And it's not like I'm in desperate straits here. I'm functioning. I've survived through life for years and years like this and I can keep surviving, even thriving. It's just that it's absolutely ridiculously stupid that my body is not able to figure out how to do this most basic of simple tasks: fall asleep and stay asleep.
Sorry for the downer post, friends. As I said quite a while back, I've accepted that this seems to be my personal thorn in the flesh -- the persistent trial that God allows in my life to keep me dependent on Him. I've accepted it. That doesn't mean I have to be happy about it. At least not today.
So, January 1st this year, I went cold turkey off my sleep meds and haven't turned back. After a month or so of fumbling a bit, I seemed to fall into a routine that worked. I was going to sleep relatively quickly, sleeping pretty solidly it seemed, for a few hours, waking up around 3 or 4 for a little bit, falling back asleep again and up at 6 or 6:30. Usually a good 6 hours of sleep at least, with little waking that I was aware of during the night. And functioning quite well during the day. I praised God every morning. It was wonderful! I was thrilled.
Until about a month ago, when it started getting harder to drift off to sleep. And then I was waking up more during the night. And yawning more during the day -- big, gaping, break-your-face yawns. The last straw was when school started and I found myself nearly falling to sleep doing reading with the youngest on the couch.
I'm back where I started.
I could almost cry, but I just don't have the energy. My last four years have all seemingly revolved around figuring out what the heck is wrong with me and my sleep cycle, and I have apparently made no progress of any kind, other than, perhaps, to eliminate possible answers -- that would be, every possible answer any doctor came up with.
I don't know what to do. It seems absolutely pointless to go back to the doctor -- any doctor. No doctor can fix me. And it's not like I'm in desperate straits here. I'm functioning. I've survived through life for years and years like this and I can keep surviving, even thriving. It's just that it's absolutely ridiculously stupid that my body is not able to figure out how to do this most basic of simple tasks: fall asleep and stay asleep.
Sorry for the downer post, friends. As I said quite a while back, I've accepted that this seems to be my personal thorn in the flesh -- the persistent trial that God allows in my life to keep me dependent on Him. I've accepted it. That doesn't mean I have to be happy about it. At least not today.
Monday, September 24, 2012
God: 4D and Beyond
A few fascinating things about God that always blow my mind. The youngest and I were discussing these some the other day during math, when the topic of two-dimensional and three-dimensional objects came up.
A two-dimensional world would be completely flat. And a person who had only ever existed in a two-dimensional world would have a very difficult time even conceiving of a three-dimensional world. I remember hearing the Trinity described thus: if a three-dimensional being put three fingers down into a two-dimensional world, the two-dimensional creatures would perceive of that being as three separate entities and, again, have a very difficult time conceiving how they could ever be one being.
Our world, however, is beyond 3-D. We exist also in the fourth dimension: time. In fact, I heard scientist Hugh Ross speak once about how scientist have identified some 10 or 11 dimensions. That blows my unscientific mind all to pieces. And realizing that God is beyond ALL of those dimensions, because he created them . . . well, my shattered mind is re-blown.
But just getting back to the 4th dimension of time. God exists beyond our conception of time. He is not limited by time the way we are. Someone described it to me once that when God looks at me, he doesn't see me in one moment, the way any other human being does. When God looks at me, he sees the entire span of my life in that one glance. The whole of it. He can still deal with me in the moment -- just like I can deal with the stain on one surface of the three-dimensional object I am cleaning, but I never lose the ability to "see" that object in all three of its dimensions.
This means, folks, that when God looks at me, he sees not only all of my past but all of my future in one sweep. This means that all decisions he makes in regards to me -- people to bring into my life, tragedies to allow or to prevent -- are all made in terms of the entirety of my earthly existence, not this one moment.
This means that, that morning when I was 41 weeks miserably pregnant with my eldest and struggled to get on my knees in tears and prayed, God, this is it. I can't run my life. I don't know enough, I'm not strong enough, I'm a complete failure at it. Take me, please. I put my life in your hands. I desperately need you to be not just my Savior, but my Lord. . . . he saw my broken self in that moment, but he also saw the entirely of my life in that moment. He saw the rotten friend I was growing up. He saw the selfish wife I had been. But he also saw the selfish wife I was going to continue to be. He saw the lousy mom I was going to become. He saw the depressions I was going to plunge into, the ugly sins I would indulge in . . . he saw the period of my life when I would completely back away from that commitment and shake my fist in fury at Him, blaming him for everything. He saw the ugliness in my heart that I had yet to see -- and ugliness I have yet to see now. He saw the rotten moments still to come in my life that I shudder to think of.
He saw it all, in one sweep. And he said, "Yep, I love her. I love her enough to die for her." I didn't have to clean myself up, become good enough to deserve it. "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."
It's all almost beyond conceiving.
A two-dimensional world would be completely flat. And a person who had only ever existed in a two-dimensional world would have a very difficult time even conceiving of a three-dimensional world. I remember hearing the Trinity described thus: if a three-dimensional being put three fingers down into a two-dimensional world, the two-dimensional creatures would perceive of that being as three separate entities and, again, have a very difficult time conceiving how they could ever be one being.
Our world, however, is beyond 3-D. We exist also in the fourth dimension: time. In fact, I heard scientist Hugh Ross speak once about how scientist have identified some 10 or 11 dimensions. That blows my unscientific mind all to pieces. And realizing that God is beyond ALL of those dimensions, because he created them . . . well, my shattered mind is re-blown.
But just getting back to the 4th dimension of time. God exists beyond our conception of time. He is not limited by time the way we are. Someone described it to me once that when God looks at me, he doesn't see me in one moment, the way any other human being does. When God looks at me, he sees the entire span of my life in that one glance. The whole of it. He can still deal with me in the moment -- just like I can deal with the stain on one surface of the three-dimensional object I am cleaning, but I never lose the ability to "see" that object in all three of its dimensions.
This means, folks, that when God looks at me, he sees not only all of my past but all of my future in one sweep. This means that all decisions he makes in regards to me -- people to bring into my life, tragedies to allow or to prevent -- are all made in terms of the entirety of my earthly existence, not this one moment.
This means that, that morning when I was 41 weeks miserably pregnant with my eldest and struggled to get on my knees in tears and prayed, God, this is it. I can't run my life. I don't know enough, I'm not strong enough, I'm a complete failure at it. Take me, please. I put my life in your hands. I desperately need you to be not just my Savior, but my Lord. . . . he saw my broken self in that moment, but he also saw the entirely of my life in that moment. He saw the rotten friend I was growing up. He saw the selfish wife I had been. But he also saw the selfish wife I was going to continue to be. He saw the lousy mom I was going to become. He saw the depressions I was going to plunge into, the ugly sins I would indulge in . . . he saw the period of my life when I would completely back away from that commitment and shake my fist in fury at Him, blaming him for everything. He saw the ugliness in my heart that I had yet to see -- and ugliness I have yet to see now. He saw the rotten moments still to come in my life that I shudder to think of.
He saw it all, in one sweep. And he said, "Yep, I love her. I love her enough to die for her." I didn't have to clean myself up, become good enough to deserve it. "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."
It's all almost beyond conceiving.
Friday, September 21, 2012
Noah, the People-Pleaser?
By faith, Noah, when
warned of things not yet seen, in holy fear built an ark to save his family. By his faith, he condemned the world and
became heir to the righteousness that is in keeping with faith. (Heb. 11:7)
I bet the movie “Evan Almighty” gave many people a new perspective
on the Noah story. That epic from
Genesis 6-8 has become such a sanitized little tale – consider the people
who decorate their baby nurseries with cartoonish drawings of tiny little
“arks” overstuffed with pairs of smiling, cutesy animals. But there was nothing tiny or cutesy or safe
and sanitized about the ark and the flood.
An analysis of the timing of things in the account in
Genesis shows that it took several decades for Noah and his sons to build that
monstrous shelter. Several decades when
he had to explain to neighbors and gawkers what he was doing and why. Imagine the isolation. Imagine the humiliation. Imagine the doubts that would have to creep
into your head.
I’m not sure I could have done that. And not just because I’m completely clueless
in the woodworking arts. I don’t think I
could have persevered in an activity that held me up to such derision. I’m far too much of a people-pleaser, too
addicted to admiration. It’s one of my
favorite idols, one I fight on a daily – maybe hourly – basis (at least on the
good days when I truly make an effort).
For Noah to do what he did, he could NOT have been a people-pleaser.
On the other hand . . . maybe he was. Maybe this humiliating long-term shop project with his boys was
God’s curriculum for his life. Maybe every
morning, he woke up saying, “Please, God – no.
I don’t want to face them again.
A day off today. Please. This is just too hard.” Maybe he spent those decades learning that
God’s pleasure was enough for his soul.
Maybe he didn’t start out as the fabulous saint we all imagine the Old
Testament saints to be; maybe he got that way through a painful, daily
struggle in his soul to believe – to have faith -- that God was enough.
Believing that Noah was just always greater than I am – that’s
a lot easier, I suppose. But believing
that God made Noah great through his submission in faith – that gives me
hope.
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
And "Pop" Goes My Theory . . .
I told you in my last post that I was formulating a theory
about the differences between liberals and conservatives and that I would share
it with you in this post. Then I started
writing this post and my theory went paflooey.
Just didn’t hold up. Oh,
well. I guess that happens. Best just to admit it when you’re not as smart
as you thought you were, I suppose.
Let me tell you where my busted theory originated. An FB friend posted a video (which I
reposted) of a reporter at the DNC convention asking self-declared pro-choice
delegates about their feelings about choice in other areas – like schools (they
oppose school choice), light bulbs (people should be forced to buy the
environmentally smart one), union membership (they oppose right-to-work states),
trans-fatty foods (sure, government can stop restaurants from selling unhealthy
food) . . . the contradictions were obvious.
And as a friend pointed out, one could question a bunch of pro-life
Republicans about their stance on war, the death penalty, guns, etc. and come
up with a similarly smug piece.
I couldn’t help but think, though, that there has to be some
inherent logic behind where each side believes the government should and
shouldn’t intervene in people’s lives.
There are two basic doctrines I expect most Americans would agree with:
1) In a free society, people have the freedom to do things
are unwise or even wrong. It must be so;
this is the essence of freedom. You’re
not free to do right if you’re not also free to do wrong. This is even Biblical, I believe; the choice to give your life to God must be
one of your own free will. God has many
children, but no grandchildren.
2) In a sane society, one’s freedom must be restricted when
one’s actions are hurting someone else. Of course.
But THERE seems to be where the problem lies. Sometimes we disagree on the hurt a behavior
is causing. (Does it hurt society if
gays are allowed to marry? Does forcing
a homeschool parent to teach the same curriculum as the public schools keep
that child at the same substandard level as her public school counterparts?) Sometimes
a smaller hurt to one person may be permitted because it prevents a greater hurt to
more people. (Will waterboarding this
prisoner give us information that will save the lives of thousands of innocent people? Will allowing a few people to smoke increase health costs for all of society?)
As a conservative, I believe people ought to be free to buy
old-fashioned lightbulbs but not free to buy heroin. Both behaviors have the potential of bringing
harm to many people – why is one okay and not the other? My liberal friend believes a woman should
have no restrictions placed on her when she wants to end her pregnancy, but
many restrictions placed on her when she wants to buy a gun. Both behaviors can lead to loss of life – why
is one okay and not the other?
I was really hoping I would write myself to an insight
here. Didn’t happen. Ah, well.
As I said – not as smart as I think I am. Maybe you all are smarter and can enlighten
me.
Monday, September 17, 2012
The Principle of the Matter
If you read my stuff much, you might notice that I focus on
principles. I’m not always knowledgable
or wise enough in the specifics of an issue to get into the nitty-gritty, but I
have great faith (for better or worse) in discovering the best principles of a
matter and operating in accordance with them.
That said, I have felt burdened of late with the task of
figuring out what are the basic differences in principles between American
liberals and conservatives. All the
idiotic ranting and raving that goes on during an election year is so
useless. There are core beliefs
somewhere, core principles, in which we disagree. And I suspect that relatively few proponents
on each side are really conscious of these core differences – and I suspect
that many of them if they examined them closely would find themselves
questioning the beliefs they are acting on.
So, what are the core differences between liberals and
conservatives? The Uncle Eric books
explain it this way: conservatives want more freedom in economic matters but
more governmental control in social matters; liberals want more governmental
control in economic matters and more freedom in social matters. I’m not entirely sure that’s accurate. I thought so once, but current battles don’t
seem to run along those lines exactly.
A friend recently said that she sees the difference as
follows: conservatives believe government is incompetent (and therefore the one
to blame for all our problems) whereas liberals believe big business is greedy
and evil (and therefore the one to blame for all our problems). There are certainly some loudmouths on each
side who would espouse those views. But
I think the real conservative opposition is to big government –
particularly big federal government.
The further away from the people governed, the less effective the
government can be. And liberals
recognize the necessity of business; they just see a point where a corporation
becomes so separated from the community they are serving that they cease to
serve anyone other than themselves. I
think conservative and liberals are decrying the same phenomenon here, just in
different entities.
Another friend sees the difference this way: conservatives give primacy to the individual
while liberals give primacy to the community.
I think this is getting closer to the heart of things. There are certainly extremists on both sides
who carry radical individualism and radical . . . communitarianism? (see, this
is why people end up using terms like “communism” and “socialism” to describe
the radical left) . . . to ridiculous extremes.
But the reasonable people recognize that we need both. That a community only thrives with strong
healthy individuals and that individuals are only strong and healthy when they
attach to community.
These are all close.
Kinda close. But not quite to the
heart of things, I don't think. However, I have another
theory I’m floating around in my brain.
For a later post . . . stay tuned . . .
Friday, September 14, 2012
Enoch: Walking With God
By faith, Enoch was
taken from this life so that he did not experience death: “He could not be found because God had taken
him away.” For before he was taken, he
was commended as one who pleased God.
And without faith it is impossible to please God, for anyone who comes
to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek
him. (Heb 11:5-6)
So, here is that key passage about needing faith to please
God. And it even gives us more on the
nature of that faith: believing that God exists and that he rewards those who
earnestly seek him. It’s not enough to acknowledge that, “Yeah, there must be a
God”. As Paul reminds us, even the
demons know there is a God. We must seek
him, desire to know him, with the expectation that this knowledge will be
rewarding. It pleases God that we
recognize him as generous – as one who returns blessing to us for our efforts
to know him.
And the example we’re given of this is Enoch, that enigmatic
character from the begats in Genesis 5. Enoch was the sixth generation after
Adam, but because of the length of life spans in the beginning, his relatively
brief life was all while Adam was still alive. Presumably, he was able to talk to Adam
himself, hear the first man’s story about God and the garden and the fall. Interesting that the words distinguishing
Enoch from the other patriarchs are the same words describing the nature of
Adam and Eve’s relationship with God in the garden: they walked
with God.
Genesis tells us that Enoch does not die but is simply taken
away by God. Enoch, who “walked with
God”. He was taken away because of his
faith, Hebrews tells us – because he believed and hoped in something he had not
yet seen. Perhaps heard of, through
Adam, but not yet seen.
I have the advantage over Enoch. I have seen people who, I believe, were
walking with God. I have observed the
difference in their lives; it was what brought me back to the faith when I
wandered. Enoch had nothing but a
recounting of Adam’s memory of the experience – yet it was enough to give him
faith that such an experience could exist.
And not just to believe it, but to seek it out for himself. It apparently pleased God that Enoch
recognized him as worthy of seeking out.
And Enoch was rewarded for his earnest seeking – with an intimate
relationship with God that did not end in death.
Lord, help me believe that You can satisfy more than the
petty, worthless things I seek here on earth.
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Dirt vs. Clutter
So, tell me if I’m alone here.
In my mind, I make a distinction between “cleaning” and
“picking up” – between dirt and clutter.
Dirt is the stuff that needs to be scrubbed, wiped, vacuumed, etc. Stuff that tends to happen just as a course
of living, no matter what you do.
Clutter is different. Clutter is
when someone in the house uses an item and then just puts it down.
Somewhere. Anywhere other than
the place where the item belongs.
“Cleaning” is removing the dirt that is a natural result of
living in a house. “Picking up” is
putting things back where they belong.
The distinction is important in my mind because – right or wrong – I
have little problem with cleaning, but I resent the crap out of picking up
after everyone.
And one can rarely clean without picking up. The table needing dusted has dirty ice cream
dishes left on it. The floor needing vacuumed
has shoes and socks and jackets and what-all strewn about. The bathroom counter needing scrubbed has . .
. well, I won’t even go there.
When I look at the clutter, I find myself thinking that
everyone just assumed that I would pick up after them, like the family maid,
and so they left it there. And thus the
tremendous resentment. I’ve decided,
however, that I am probably assuming wrongly.
Most likely, what they were thinking is, “This item doesn’t HAVE to be
put away right at this moment – I’ll put it away later.” (After all, I think that sometimes,
too.) Here’s the problem with that
thought process:
1) They usually forget.
2) I usually have to clean that space before they remember,
and so I end up putting the item away AGAIN.
It’s not malicious behavior.
They don’t intend to treat me like the maid. I shouldn’t feel so resentful. I’m learning to let go of my attitude. But I still feel a responsibility to ensure
that my children are more thoughtful of others than they are being of me – and
more responsible for their possessions.
We have a new cleaning schedule for our family which allows
us all to share in the joys of the household cleaning duties. But the picking up . . . I’m not sure what to
do about that. Any plan I come up with
to deal with the clutter is one that I know will be met with much groaning and
whining and resentful looks and attitudes.
So, either they are resentful or I am.
Wouldn’t it just be easier – and more fair – if we all put things
away when we’re done with them? Hmm?
Just getting it off my chest, people.
Monday, September 10, 2012
The Judge-Not Thing
“Judge not, lest ye be judged.” Goodness, is there any more frequently quoted
scripture in our society these days? And
probably few that are more misconstrued and misused.
Here is the Joe American’s Contemporary Translation of
Matthew 7:1: “Don’t you dare to tell me
that something I’m doing is a sin – or is even wrong or incorrect. You can’t judge me! You aren’t the ultimate authority on right
and wrong! You just need to keep your
opinions to yourself and let me live my life the way I choose to. Hypocrite!”
If we continue reading in Matthew 7, we hear Jesus say, “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay
no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me
take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own
eye? You
hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see
clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.”
Yep, he uses that H-word, too:
hypocrite. Someone who slams on his
brother’s sin without dealing with the glaring sins in his own life is a
hypocrite. Jesus tells the hypocrite to
clean up his act . . . but then what?
Leave your brother alone? Hold
hands and dance under the rainbows singing Kum-Ba-Yah? No – he says then help your brother get the speck out of his eye.
As much as Joe Contemporary American may
hate to hear it, the Bible has plenty of passages encouraging believers to
confront their fellow believers about sin in their life – gently, lovingly, and
humbly, but confront nonetheless.
My
brothers and sisters, if one of you should wander from the truth and someone
should bring that person back,
remember this: Whoever turns a sinner from the error of their
way will save them from death and cover over a multitude of sins. (James 5:19-20)
Gently
instruct those who oppose the truth. Perhaps God will change those people’s
hearts, and they will learn the truth. Then
they will come to their senses and escape from the devil’s trap. For they have
been held captive by him to do whatever he wants. (2
Timothy 2:24-25)
Dear
brothers and sisters, if another believer is overcome by some sin, you who are
godly should gently and humbly help that person back onto the right path. And
be careful not to fall into the same temptation yourself. Share each other’s burdens, and in this
way obey the law of Christ. If you think you are too important to
help someone, you are only fooling yourself. You are not that important. (Galatians 6:1-3)
Help your brother get the speck out of his eye. So, this idea that the Bible forbids us to
ever have the gall to point out someone else’s sin is inaccurate. We are clearly instructed, in some situations, to
point out our brother’s sin. In fact, I
believe every writer of the New Testament was guilty of the “crime” of
confronting a fellow believer with their sin.
We shouldn’t obsess about it . . . or harangue them . . . or humiliate them
. . . or confront strangers . . . we confront our brothers lovingly, humbly,
gently, with compassion and patience and always making it a priority to keep
our own sins in line . . . but we are to confront. I don’t like it either, but part of faith is
accepting what is true whether we like it or not -- and courage is acting on the truth even when it's hard.
There was a commercial on TV when I was a
kid about talking to your friends about drugs.
A girl stood on a railroad track in the path of an oncoming train; she spoke
to the camera explaining that her life was her life and she could live it the
way she wanted to, right? And the train
came nearer and nearer with its horn blaring.
The point was obvious: friends do what they can to push a friend off the
railroad tracks when they know a train is coming. That’s not hypocrisy. It’s LOVE.
Friday, September 7, 2012
Faith Portrait: Abel
So, Hebrews 11 begins by telling us that “faith is being
sure of what we hope for, being certain of what is not seen,” and that “this is
what the ancients were commended for”.
How were people justified before God before Jesus was born? By their faith – by their being sure of the
truths they were told that were not yet seen but that they hoped for. ALL the heroes of faith mentioned in Hebrews
11 were from the Old Testament, the scripture of the New Testament
writers. Faith was the requirement for
righteousness long before Jesus came around.
And the first person held up to us as a great example of
faith was Abel, of the Cain-and-Abel-debacle in Genesis 4.
By faith, Abel offered
a better sacrifice than Cain. By faith,
he was commended as a righteous man, when God spoke well of his offering. And by faith, he still speaks today, even
though he is dead.
I’ve heard many theories on why Abel’s offering of a lamb
was accepted and Cain’s offering of produce from his farm was not. One is that Genesis specifically states that
Abel offered the best of his flock; by contrast, Cain’s produce was apparently
not the best he had to offer. Another
take is that Abel was offering a blood sacrifice, blood being the means to
cover sin, as God instructed Adam’s family; Cain’s vegetables didn’t do the
trick.
Whatever the reason for it, Genesis makes it clear that God
knew that Cain knew better than to sacrifice what or as he did. And Cain’s actions after the rejection of his
sacrifice make it clear that the condition of his heart was the source of the
problem.
Abel’s sacrifice, on the other hand, was given out of
faith. He sacrificed that lamb because
he was certain of something he had not yet seen but was hoping for. Certain of God honoring the sacrifice and
covering his sin? Certain of the ultimate
sacrifice coming later that this symbolized?
Certain that God would meet his needs if he gave Him his best? I’m not sure.
But the heart behind the sacrifice is what made it pleasing to God, and
that is how Abel speaks to me today, even though he is dead.
We traditional evangelical folks – especially we women of
the breed – have a tendency to lean toward martyrdom. Oh, the things we suffer for our Lord! Oh, the trials we bear! Oh, what I have sacrificed to serve my
Savior! And yes, Christ has called us to
take up our cross and follow him, but those sacrifices are only commendable
when the heart behind them is right. Not
a heart that says, Look how much I’ve
given up for you, God! Surely you must
be impressed and want to bless me now.
But a heart that says, You’ve told
me, Father, that you are all I need, and I have faith – I have certainty – that
this is true. These things I sacrifice
are nothing compared to what I have in you.
He is El Shaddai: The
All-Sufficient One. And I only discover that
to be true when I believe it and act on it in faith.
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
Let's Make a Case for Modesty
I saw this on FB last week and haven’t been able to let go
of it. Dick Gregory reportedly has said,
“If I’m a woman and I’m walking down the street naked, you still don’t have the
right to rape me.” Alrighty then. Duly noted, Mr. Gregory.
And if I have a house full of expensive electronic equipment
and leave town for a week with the front door standing wide open, you still
don’t have the right to rob me. And if I
take $40,000 out of the ATM, spread it on my dashboard and leave the car in the
mall parking lot with the windows open, you don’t have the right to take
it. My stupidity does not justify your
evil. However, my stupidity may still be
worthy of mention and rebuke.
I understand Mr. Gregory’s point. To blame a woman for her rape because she
dressed or behaved seductively is inexcusable.
The rapist is to blame for the rape – and he should come under the full
penalty of the law regardless of how the woman was looking or behaving. And if the legal system is allowing rapists
to get away with their crime because of the behavior of their victims, this
should be changed. No reasonable human being would argue this.
But is it not worth noting that a woman who chooses to dress
and behave seductively in an environment where there are likely to be bad men
who will have no qualms about taking that bait she’s offering – laid out on the
dashboard with the windows open – well, she’s being stupid! When did the right to “express your
sexuality” become the freedom to flaunt your goods to the world and think that
you should never have to worry about bad guys trying to take them without
permission? Nobody else has that
“freedom”. We all know there are bad
guys out there and we lock up and protect our goods from them. We drive defensively – we lock our houses –
we pocket our billfolds – and we cover up our boobs.
There’s a line here between freedom and responsibility, and
I’m seeing too many feminists dance a little too close to it.
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
GREAT Book
So, people, this book, One God One Message – I love
this book. Really love it. I always enjoy apologetics, but this book goes
a step beyond.
Author P.D. Bramsen has lived for most of his adult life in
Senegal, and he writes this specifically to address the questions and concerns
of the Muslims he knows so well. Included
are excerpts from emails he has received from Muslims around the world
challenging the beliefs of Christianity.
I have little personal experience with Muslims, so it was fascinating
just to hear their take on my faith.
But more fascinating were his responses. The book is an orderly walk through the basic
tenets of the Christian faith and how they hold together and why they hold up,
starting from the Creation in Genesis and ending with Paradise in
Revelation. It is complete, cogent, and
clear. As one who has studied the Bible
all my life, I still found it insightful and enlightening. And I was thrilled to see that it has been
translated into many languages, including Arabic, Turkish, Farsi, Urdu,
Swahili, and more.
Here’s where you can buy this book (and see other stuff by the author). And you should buy this book. And if you have a Muslim friend, buy another
copy to give to them. This one is most
definitely a keeper AND a give-away-er.
I received this book free from the
publisher through the BookCrash.com book review program, which requires an honest, though not
necessarily positive, review. The opinions I have expressed are my own.
Monday, September 3, 2012
The Races
Our family went to the car races in Jefferson, SD, last night. We did this last year, too -- same weekend. Last year, it was the night we met our eldest's new boyfriend whom she ended up dating her entire sophomore year. Not quite as momentous occasion this time around.
Anyway, we went to the car races. We didn't know anybody racing, so to make it interesting, I bought some M&Ms at the snack stand and whoever picked the winning car in each heat got an M&M. The snack bar also had food half-price (last race of the year -- getting rid of stuff, I imagine) . . . and we stopped for ice cream on the way home. A rather fattening night, on the whole (although I'm proud to say I resisted food AND ice cream -- but not M&Ms).
So, anyway, we went to the car races. And two thoughts kept going through my head. No, three. No, FOUR.
1) Dang, this is LOUD.
2) I wish we'd remembered to bring in our stadium seats. My butt hurts.
3) There are a lot of tattoos in these stands. Seriously, why is that? There are definitely more large, prominent tattoos here per capita than you would see at, say, the movie theater or the grocery store. What's the correlation between people who enjoy watching cars race around a dirt track and people who enjoy carving permanent decorations into their skin? These are the questions that keep me up at night . . .
4) My best friend in high school drove a race car. Actually, her family is still into racing today, but I was always amazed at the fact that, in high school, she actually drove a race car. In real car races, like this, at real race tracks. She always wanted me to come to the races with her and I never did. Looking back now, I'm thinking I was a pretty lousy friend. When something's important to someone you love, you make it important to you. Or at the very least, you make it a point to attend once or twice. Forgive me, Julie.
And so, as I was saying, we went to the car races. Last night. And I expect we'll go again sometime. Cheap entertainment, good chili cheese fries, and a great excuse to indulge in M&Ms.
Anyway, we went to the car races. We didn't know anybody racing, so to make it interesting, I bought some M&Ms at the snack stand and whoever picked the winning car in each heat got an M&M. The snack bar also had food half-price (last race of the year -- getting rid of stuff, I imagine) . . . and we stopped for ice cream on the way home. A rather fattening night, on the whole (although I'm proud to say I resisted food AND ice cream -- but not M&Ms).
So, anyway, we went to the car races. And two thoughts kept going through my head. No, three. No, FOUR.
1) Dang, this is LOUD.
2) I wish we'd remembered to bring in our stadium seats. My butt hurts.
3) There are a lot of tattoos in these stands. Seriously, why is that? There are definitely more large, prominent tattoos here per capita than you would see at, say, the movie theater or the grocery store. What's the correlation between people who enjoy watching cars race around a dirt track and people who enjoy carving permanent decorations into their skin? These are the questions that keep me up at night . . .
4) My best friend in high school drove a race car. Actually, her family is still into racing today, but I was always amazed at the fact that, in high school, she actually drove a race car. In real car races, like this, at real race tracks. She always wanted me to come to the races with her and I never did. Looking back now, I'm thinking I was a pretty lousy friend. When something's important to someone you love, you make it important to you. Or at the very least, you make it a point to attend once or twice. Forgive me, Julie.
And so, as I was saying, we went to the car races. Last night. And I expect we'll go again sometime. Cheap entertainment, good chili cheese fries, and a great excuse to indulge in M&Ms.
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